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- land, people, and disciples. The Baptist, who had bowed before Him and testified to
Him, was still lifting his voice to proclaim the near Kingdom. But the people had turned
after Jesus, and He swayed them. And, oh! what power was there in His Face and
Word, and His look and deed. And Judas, also, had been one of them who, on their
early Mission, had temporarily had power given Him, so that the very devils had been
subject to them. But, step by step, had come the disappointment. John was beheaded,
and not avenged; on the contrary, Jesus withdrew Himself. This constant withdrawing,
whether from enemies or from success - almost amounting to flight - even when they
would have made Him a King; this refusal to show Himself openly, either at Jerusalem,
as His own brethren had taunted Him, or, indeed, anywhere else; this uniform preaching
of discouragement to them, when they came to Him elated and hopeful at some
success; this gathering enmity of Israel's leaders, and His marked avoidance of, or, as
some might have put it, His failure in taking up the repeated public challenge of the
Pharisees to show a sign from heaven; last, and chief of all, this constant and growing
reference to shame, disaster, and death - what did it all mean, if not disappointment of
all those hopes and expectations which had made Judas at the first a disciple of Jesus?
He that so knew Jesus, not only in His Words and Deeds, but in His inmost Thoughts,
even to His night -long communing with God on the hill-side, could not have seriously
believed in the coarse Pharisaic charge of Satanic agency as the explanation of all. Yet,
from the then Jewish standpoint, he could scarcely have found it impossible to suggest
some other explanation of His miraculous power. But, as increasingly the moral and
spiritual aspect of Christ's Kingdom must have become apparent to even the dullest
intellect, the bitter disappointment of his Messianic thoughts and hopes must have gone
on, increasing in proportion as, side by side with it, the process of moral alienation,
unavoidably connected with his resistance to such spiritual manifestation, continued and
increased. And so the mental and the moral alienation went on together, affected by
and affecting each other. As if we were pressed to name a definite moment when the
process of disintegration, at least sensibly, began, we would point to that Sabbath-
morning at Capernaum, when Chri st had preached about His Flesh as the Food of the
World, and so many of His adherents ceased to follow after Him; nay, when the leaven
so worked even in His disciples, that He turned to them with the searching question -
intended to show them the full import of the crisis - whether they also would leave Him?
Peter conquered by grasping the moral element, because it was germane to him and to
the other true disciples: 'To whom shall we go? Thou hast the words of eternal life.' But
this moral element was the very cliff on which Judas made shipwreck. After this, all was
wrong, and increasingly so. We see disappointment in his face when not climbing the
Mount of Transfiguration, and disappointment in the failure to heal the lunatick child. In
the disputes by the way, in the quarrels who was greatest among them, in all the
pettiness of misunderstandings and realistic folly of their questions or answers, we
seem to hear the echo of his voice, to see the result of his influence, the leaven of his
presence. And in it all we mark the downward hastening of his course, even to the
moment when, in contrast to the deep love of a Mary, he first stands before us
unmasked, as heartless, hypocritical, full of hatred - disappointed ambition having
broken down into selfishness, and selfishness slid into covetousness, even to the crime
of stealing that which was destined for the poor.